So i was sitting there listening to russian roulette by rihanna and i thought of the guy i liked. suddenly i had like this panic/anxiety attack because my dear friend is quite stupid. i dont know what it was but it was freaky. im gonna write him tomorrow and make him promise he'll never play that stupid game. it really scares me. but anywho, on a lighter note, today was all in all pretty good. i dropped a flag on my foot trying to do a 45(a really complicated toss) and it still hurts my flag captain made me lose the game and vice versa. now she can make me lose the game and i cant do anything about it. i make her lose the game and i get punched in the side. wtf??? christmas concert routine is coming together pretty good ^^. i spent the day with my sister and her friend evan and one of the trombone players kevin. it was so fun but we met this lil girl who wanted me to play with her. at first i was like ya ok, but after i got tired i was like ok sweety i gotta rest. i cant play anymore. and then she said NO and rammed into my stomach with her arm! AHH!!! but after a while she calmed down. and them me evan rachel and kevin finished off the two pizzas we bought. it was super duper fun ^^